Diary of a Troubled Preacher
A raw, honest witness from Andre' D. Fullwood, Sr. — preacher, author, and certified master mindset coach. Written from the rubble, not the pedestal.
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For years, he preached holiness while privately battling addiction. He wore the mask of ministry while his soul unraveled. The breaking point became the turning point — and this book is what emerged from the rubble.
Diary of a Troubled Preacher is a memoir and a reckoning — a confidential doorway for Christian leaders and believers hiding in shame, addiction, secrecy, and quiet struggle.
A Memoir & A Reckoning
Diary of a Troubled Preacher pulls back the curtain on what happens when the man behind the pulpit is falling apart in silence. It is not a triumphant testimony written from the mountaintop. It is a witness account written from the ashes — sober, vulnerable, and honest about the double life so many ministers quietly carry.
For pastors, elders, worship leaders, and believers who have been hiding in shame, this book creates space to breathe, to grieve, and to discover that grace can meet you in the rubble.
From the Rubble
The pulpit cannot cover what the soul has not confronted.
Grace does not require the mask. Grace shows up in the rubble.
The breaking point was not the end of the calling. It was the beginning of the honesty.
Andre' D. Fullwood, Sr.
Andre' D. Fullwood, Sr. is a preacher, author, and certified master mindset coach. His story is not one of arrival — it is one of emergence. After years of preaching holiness while privately battling addiction, wearing the mask of ministry while his soul unraveled, he reached a breaking point that became a turning point.
Today he serves Christian leaders who are hiding — in shame, addiction, secrecy, and personal struggles — not as an expert who has arrived, but as a witness who has emerged. Through his book, his writing, and confidential outreach, he creates space for ministers and believers to confront what they have been hiding and discover that grace can meet them in the rubble.
Conversations Worth Having
Andre' is available for podcasts, panels, and pulpit conversations on the topics ministers rarely discuss out loud.
The Mask of Ministry
Why so many leaders are performing spiritual health they do not possess — and what it costs them.
Addiction Behind the Pulpit
Naming the private battles hidden inside public ministry, without shame or spin.
Grace in the Rubble
Redemption that begins not on the mountain, but in the ashes of the breaking point.
Mindset & Ministry
How the tools of mindset work meet the honest work of the soul.
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