Diary of a Troubled Preacher
Written from the rubble, not the pedestal. A raw, honest witness for leaders who are hiding what the pulpit cannot cover.
You do not have to hide.
For years, he preached holiness while privately battling addiction. He wore the mask of ministry while his soul unraveled. The breaking point became the turning point — and this book is what emerged from the rubble.
A confession the pulpit could not hold.
Diary of a Troubled Preacher is not a polished sermon. It is a witness account — pages torn from the private wrestling of a man who preached one thing on Sunday and fought another thing on Monday.
For every leader who has hidden addiction behind a hymn, shame behind a smile, and secrecy behind a scripture — this book meets you in the rubble and refuses to look away.
GET YOUR COPYI preached freedom on Sunday and fought for my life by Wednesday. The mask got heavier than the ministry.
The ones still wearing the mask.
Leaders Hiding In Shame
For the pastor, elder, or minister whose private life no longer matches the platform.
Believers In Secrecy
For the faithful battling addiction, compulsion, or a struggle no one at church knows about.
Anyone In The Rubble
For the soul who has broken, and needs to hear that grace can meet them right where they fell.
Andre' D. Fullwood, Sr.
Preacher. Author. Certified Master Mindset Coach. Andre' writes and serves from a place he never expected — the rubble of his own falling.
He does not come as an expert who has arrived, but as a witness who has emerged. Through his book, his writing, and confidential outreach, he creates space for Christian leaders and believers to confront what they have been hiding — and discover that grace still shows up in broken places.
CONFIDENTIAL OUTREACHGrace can meet you in the rubble.
If you are hiding, exhausted, or unsure who to trust with the truth — reach out. This is a confidential space. No pedestal. No performance.
